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I saw God today...

I saw God today. I looked in the mirror. Looked at all the scars on my thighs and wrists and I saw pure divinity. How could anything be more holy than letting everything inside, out? Releasing the demons in hopes that God will be on your side and fighting.

I saw God today. Walking down the street, I saw the most beautiful little girl crying, and in her, I saw myself. I saw her and thought "little girl, you ain't seen nothing yet." Give her ten years and she will see what I see now.

I saw God today. I looked at my best friend. She is a beautiful work of art, but not because of the impressions made on her own body, but because of the reasons behind those scars. She feels something. Nothing could possibly be more holy than letting everything inside, out.

I saw God today, and he was smiling. I asked him why and he said "because you've figured it out. You have taken the pain and made it into beauty."

And today, I have realized that I don't want to do anything but live. I want to step out of my door and have the whole world at my fingertips. I want to see beauty in everything around me. I want to see beauty in myself.

I saw God today, and I am finally happy.